They are the men.......

January 10, 2014

Dear me,

This is my first writing this year. I thank God for everything He has given to me. I have two happy families, some good friends, some new properties, and everything I can't explain one by one. The most important is that I still can take a breath.

I have found a peace of mind in a form of music. Music can steal my pain away. It chills to my bones. It is such a simple thing but has a big impact. The music sets my soul free.

The Piano Guys, they touch my heart with their lullaby. The piano guy, the cello guy, they play with the heart. They play with the soul. Listening to them makes me feel so happy.

So many words to say, but these eyes don't want to compromise. Just one word now. Sleep.

Love,

Na

This is only a feeling

December 23, 2013

Dear me,

Here I am,,,, in a new place
I am standing here
It feels like I just don't know why I am here
The only reason that brought me here is you

If  the words could describe you
It will say that......feels like a song without the words
The sky without the sun
Because you are the only one that I see

I don't know what I'm looking for
I only know one thing
That I have a heart that miss its home
That I have a heart that miss its spouse

You don't need to ask me why
This is only a feeling
And you don't need to do anything
Because this light will guide me to find you

Even when you broke my heart a hundred times
I will be strong
Even when the pieces of this heart can't be fixed
I will be holding on

This is only a feeling that I feel for you
This is only a heart that I have for you
This is only me......who loves you this much

Love,


Na

my friends and I

June 14, 2013

Dear,

Now

Our college years are going to be done

I have just realized that I have some great friends

A great friendship

I don’t know where to start

All the crazy things I’ve had with them

If I had a chance to change everything

I would not change a thing

I can’t even thank you enough

For always being there with me

Through the days

Waiting for the class to begin

Having lunch together

Laughing at some silly moments

Some silly people

I can’t even imagine where I’d be without my friends

The both of them

I am so thankful for having them in MY LIFE

With love,

Na

"As we go on we remember
all the times we had together
and as our lives change come whatever
we will still be friends forever"

Manchester is RED

March 6,2013

Dear me....
I wake up at 4 am just to watch Manchester United against Real Madrid
But the referee sent Nani off and United was defeated by Madrid
It was a foolish decision by the referee and he was actually the winner of the game this morning
Opa Alex was so disappointed and he got mad It was unfair for us,
I mean United side We still have games to play I'm sure the red devils can win Barclays Premier League this season
Keep the red's flag flying high We love United.....One United...Manchester United Manchester is Red....and will always be RED Football can take my pain away :)
I don't know why, but it's true Time to sleep now ==========> *yawning* mode on

Love

Na

my journey

Feb 27,2013
Dear me, I am here now..in the island i adore..
i spend my life happily
I go to the place that can give me a peace of mind
I sat in the sea shore I looked at the deepest sea
I heard the sound of the waves
I saw the sun high up above
Then I realized there's something missing I missed...
Somebody that should be by my side
Somebody that I wish I could talk to
Somebody that I wish I could look in eyes
Somebody that I wish I could hold in the arms
Somebody that I wish I could spend my life with
Somebody for someone like me

I met them

February 20, 2013
Dear,

Living in this beautiful island is my dream. And now I'm on my internship in Ngurah Rai Airport. I'm so glad of being here because I met many different people all around the world. I speak to them, I use my English, and I interact with Balinese.

On February 9, 2013 i met Japanese. They are mother and daughter, Satako and Sachiko Sase. I was sitting when suddenly they came to me and asked something to me. Then I accompanied them to look around and bought souvenirs. They were so kind and nice. I felt like being a sudden guide :)
I was glad to meet them.

Five days later she sent me my picture taken by Sachiko and her and her mother picture at Kintamani. I was told her that someday she should visit Bandung, and she told me she would. And she promised me when someday I go to Japan, I just have to call her and she will help me there :)

It's too bad that our photo together is on my phone so I cannot put it here. I want to write more, but i have no idea.

Na

How My Driver’s Life Motivates Me

           When I have to think about a person who motivates me in my daily life, it is going to be Ade, a driver in my family’s furniture shop. He is 26 years old.  In my eyes, he has special qualities of becoming a good driver. Some experiences that he has make him look better than another driver we have.  He is a hard worker who is always ready to do his job anytime. One thing that makes me respect him is the fact that he is polite. For me, politeness is one of basic characters which can make people appreciate you.

            It is very interesting to know about his goals for his own life. I think it is a simple thing when he has a dream of having something like a motorcycle. Maybe it is easy for us to get it, but it is very hard for him to have it. I know how it feels of wishing something that we really want. We want it to come true soon, but the reality is so far from our dream because we have to work harder. He makes me realize that something cannot be reached easily. Another good goal that he has is having a house. I imagine of my own house too. I think it will be amazing to have a house where I will live with my happy little family someday.

            As a driver, his life is full of challenges which can put him in danger. He has to be ready to drive all day long until night. It means that the risk of accident may come anytime, anywhere. I understand it because I have felt this before. I have driven by myself to deliver some furniture because there was no driver at that time. It was tiring and terrifying. One simple thing, but very important is how to remember places. He often gets lost when he drives. I empathize that he has to go to many different places which he has not known before. I am actually not good at remembering direction, and he could be like me. So far, he does his job well because he can overcome those challenges by being careful.

            He motivates me to do my best for my own life. He inspires me to achieve my goals and motivates me not to waste my limited time. He teaches me how to use time wisely.